The Expressionless

In June 1972, a woman appeared in Cedar Senai hospital in nothing but a white, blood-covered gown.

Now this, in itself, should not be too surprising as people often have accidents nearby and come to the nearest hospital for medical attention, but there were two things that caused people who saw her to vomit and flee in terror.

The first being that she wasn't exactly human. She resembled something close to a mannequin, but had the dexterity and fluidity of a normal human being. Her face was as flawless as a mannequins, devoid of eyebrows and smeared in make-up.

There was a kitten clamped in her jaws so unnaturally tight that no teeth could be seen, and the blood was still squirting out over her gown and onto the floor. She then pulled it out of her mouth, tossed it aside and collapsed.

From the moment she stepped through the entrance to when she was taken to a hospital room and cleaned up before being prepped for sedation, she was completely calm, expressionless and motionless. The doctors thought it best to restrain her until the authorities could arrive and she did not protest. They were unable to get any kind of response from her and most staff members felt too uncomfortable to look directly at her for more than a few seconds.

But the second the staff tried to sedate her, she fought back with extreme force. Two members of staff had to hold her down as her body rose up on the bed with that same, blank expression.

She turned her emotionless eyes towards the male doctor and did something unusual. She smiled.

As she did, the female doctor screamed and let go out of shock. In the woman's mouth were not human teeth, but long, sharp spikes. Too long for her mouth to close fully without causing any damage…

The male doctor stared back at her for a moment before asking "What in the hell are you?"

She cracked her neck down to her shoulder to observe him, still smiling.

There was a long pause, the security had been alerted and could be heard coming down the hallway.

As he heard them approach, she darted forward, sinking her teeth into the front of his throat, ripping out his jugular and letting him fall to the floor, gasping for air as he choked on his own blood.

She stood up and leaned over him, her face coming dangerously close to his as the life faded from his eyes.

She leaned closer and whispered in his ear.

"I... am... God..."

The doctor's eyes filled with fear as he watched her calmly walk away to greet the security men. His last ever sight would be watching her feast on them one by one.

The female doctor who survived the incident named her "The Expressionless".

There was never a sighting of her again.

Outfit of the Day: h&m and forever 21

Another school outfit haha. The bottom shirt is from Forever 21 and the button up on top is from H&M. My skirt that looks like a tablecloth is also from Forever 21 and the tights are from Target. My earrings are from Tillys and I wore my old Call it Spring oxfords from JCPennys.

Outfit of the Day: american apparel and asos

The other day for school, I wore a polka dot Forever 21 top with my American Apparel disco pants in black. To add some excitement to my all black outfit, I wore my gold necklace from Charming Charlies. I wore my Asos tassel loafers (see fall/winter shoes) and my Unif Donna Coat. 

Gateway of the Mind: Speaking to God

In 1983, a team of deeply pious scientists conducted a radical experiment in an undisclosed facility. The scientists had theorized that a human without access to any senses or ways to perceive stimuli would be able to perceive the presence of God.

They believed that the five senses clouded our awareness of eternity, and without them, a human could actually establish contact with God by thought. An elderly man who claimed to have “nothing left to live for” was the only test subject to volunteer. To purge him of all his senses, the scientists performed a complex operation in which every sensory nerve connection to the brain was surgically severed.* Although the test subject retained full muscular function, he could not see, hear, taste, smell, or feel. With no possible way to communicate with or even sense the outside world, he was alone with his thoughts.

Scientists monitored him as he spoke aloud about his state of mind in jumbled, slurred sentences that he couldn’t even hear. After four days, the man claimed to be hearing hushed, unintelligible voices in his head. Assuming it was an onset of psychosis, the scientists paid little attention to the man’s concerns.

Two days later, the man cried that he could hear his dead wife speaking with him, and even more, he could communicate back. The scientists were intrigued, but were not convinced until the subject started naming dead relatives of the scientists. He repeated personal information to the scientists that only their dead spouses and parents would have known. At this point, a sizable portion of scientists left the study.

After a week of conversing with the deceased through his thoughts, the subject became distressed, saying the voices were overwhelming. In every waking moment, his consciousness was bombarded by hundreds of voices that refused to leave him alone. He frequently threw himself against the wall, trying to elicit a pain response. He begged the scientists for sedatives, so he could escape the voices by sleeping. This tactic worked for three days, until he started having severe night terrors. The subject repeatedly said that he could see and hear the deceased in his dreams.

Only a day later, the subject began to scream and claw at his non-functional eyes, hoping to sense something in the physical world. The hysterical subject now said the voices of the dead were deafening and hostile, speaking of hell and the end of the world. At one point, he yelled “No heaven, no forgiveness” for five hours straight. He continually begged to be killed, but the scientists were convinced that he was close to establishing contact with God.

After another day, the subject could no longer form coherent sentences. Seemingly mad, he started to bite off chunks of flesh from his arm. The scientists rushed into the test chamber and restrained him to a table so he could not kill himself. After a few hours of being tied down, the subject halted his struggling and screaming. He stared blankly at the ceiling as teardrops silently streaked across his face. For two weeks, the subject had to be manually rehydrated due to the constant crying. Eventually, he turned his head and, despite his blindness, made focused eye contact with a scientist for the first time in the study.

He whispered “I have spoken with God, and He has abandoned us” and his vital signs stopped.

There was no apparent cause of death.

Harry Hoyt: the man who visited Hell

Cleveland State Visit

Yesterday my father and his girlfriend took me to Cleveland to go on a visit. 

It began at ten thirty with a presentation by this hot guy about the cost of attending and other great things about Cleveland.

After the presentation, we were split into three groups with current CSU students.

I was able to ask many questions and get to know my tour guide. 

The students took us to all the different colleges in CSU as well as the dorms and student center.

After the tour we all went to eat at B&B(burgers and beer). While eating I checked my application status for Cleveland State online. I saw that I had been accepted and so i 'accepted my acceptence' (that sounds so stupid but idk how else to put it).

So I will be attending Cleveland State in the fall ❤️❤️

Here is me in Cleveland. I am wearing a Forever 21 black faux leather jacket over a floral Forever 21 dress. The dress is way too short so I am wearing a PacSun leather skirt underneath. Then I am wearing plain black tights with my black Dr Martins. My bag is also Forever 21 and is studded. 

(Please exuse my broken mirror)

Fall/Winter Shoes

For the Fall and Winter, I believe the best shoes are boots, but also some oxfords and flats. Most of mine are also black or brown in color. These colors go well with what I consider to be Winter clothes. Here are some examples of some Fall and Winter styles: 

These are probably my most worn in the Fall and Winter season. They are the Dr Martins Pascal boot in black.

http://www.dmusastore.com/p-4521-pascal.aspx

These are a nice pair of loafers i got from Asos a couple of months ago. I have just started wearing them during the fall. 

Here is a pair close to these, I could not find the exact ones: 

http://m.asos.com/mt/www.asos.com/River-Island/River-Island-Tan-Pennie-Tassle-ID-Tag-Loafers/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=3288940&cid=4172&Rf947=4106&Rf-200=25,10,26&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=50&sort=-1&clr=Tan

I love these shoes even though I do not get to wear them much. They are pretty comfortable for people who are used to wearing heels (I am not haha). They are just plain black wedges from PacSun.

I am not sure if they sell them anymore, but here is a picture of them in tan:

http://wanelo.com/p/3418420/black-poppy-lace-up-wedges-at-pacsun-com

These are a new addition to my favorite. They are a pair of cut out oxfords from Forever 21. They are great to pair with jeans and a cute coat.

http://www.polyvore.com/forever_21_cutting_edge_oxfords/thing?id=95363666

This is a basic pair of shoes I am sure everyone already knows about. They are perfect for every season but especially fall. They are just plain black hi top converse. 

https://www.converse.com/regular/chuck-taylor-classic-colors/MP_50.html?dwvar_MP__50_color=black&dwvar_MP__50_size=035

These are some Van look alikes I found last week for five dollars at Target. They are great with tights and a dress or just jeans. I could not find these exact ones on Target's website but here they are on Vans.

http://m.journeys.com/product.aspx?id=257173

Outfit of the Day: forever 21 and dr martins

Today was kind of a cold day so I went with a sweater on top of a collared shirt (both from forever 21). I also wore a plain black skirt from forever 21 on top of black tights from target. 

For accessories I wore bracelets from Charlotte Russe as well as earrings from Pacific Sunwear on my collar: 

 My lipstick is Avon's Velvet Vixon and the rest of my makeup is just my normal look. I will post my makeup routine soon. ❤️❤️

Ningen Sea Monster

The Ningen is a Japanese sea monster that has been said to live in the Antarctic.
Ningen literally means "human."

The Ningen is also said to be close to 30 meters in length and completly white.
It is also said to have a human-like shape, having hands, arms, and sometimes even legs. Other people who have encountered the Ningen have seen a mermaid tail instead of legs.
The monster also has facial features, like a mouth and two eyes.

The Ningen is described as an urban legend.
The story became popular on 2channel forums and an article about the monster was later published in a Japanese paranormal magazine.
This article brought up the possibility of the creature living in the Southern seas and included this google earth image:

To the date there has been no conclusive evidence of the Ningen's existance.
There has been some speculation that the government is hiding evidence, but nothing has been released to the public.

Why Winter, Why?

I recently posted an article on how to transition your summer outfits to fall outfits on my school's website. And as I look outsode I realize i messed up. It is already Winter :( So to correct my mistake I will be posting a follow up article about Winter outfits tomorrow. 💜

In the meantime here is the old article: 

http://www.mrhsrampage.com/student-life/2013/11/08/fall-fashion-intro-new-season-new-styles/